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I feel hopeless Like nothing can help me Like nothing can actually make me feel better Even tho I know there are things That do make me smile

Sometimes I think that I lost The only thing that makes me Who I truly am That I lost my ability to write And all my sense of poetry I don't think that it's good enough Not even this, not even me

I'm not good enough I'm just normal at things I'm not special I'm not a good student I'm not good even to make me feel better To be better I feel like I can't I just can't Do anything

I really wish to feel something Besides this

Besides me